our nite~~ EPISODE 1 Sunday, Feb, 2009 at 11.13pm

Dear dear dear~~ our 1st valentines~~
hehe... I'm so happy to know you like it... the things I gave you, the surprise there for you and the moment we had together. Your smiles still are fresh in my mind even if you are away from me. Hehe..
dear dear, to me... I know I am not a good bf, those whom don't have a car at the age of 24 this year and a person who is not capable to have the necessary money to buy you something for some occasion. I just want you to know that I will do my best to save the best thing for you and I'll get the worst of it.
Anyhow, me and you... I hope I can be with together. Muacksss

so, the day goes like this :

supposely I go meet dear at 10am at Puduraya yesterday, but I wake up late (hehe... excited, she come tmr ma) so I reach there around 10.30am la... sorry sorry ya... we rearrange another meeting at Jalan Hang Tuah coz we plan to go Sg Wang shopping on that day... kaka... damn Monorail, I hate their signboard and grumppy dear very “beh song”(angry) me dy... of coz la, late already plus go wrong platform... kena, betul-betul kena damn “gao lat” de... fuh, imagine la... tiger wins dragon... I cant believe it... hahahahaha...

we arrive eventually... thank god~~ if not, I lagi kena more... certainly that day was so damn hot... candle can melt when kena sun light, so I kena from dear again again... really tak habis habis kena 1... but luckily she is not so siu hei... hahaa thx dear, muack muackzzzz... we went 1 shop by 1 shop looking for clothes... seriously, what I saw was “all RM25, RM 10 or RM20” and a word “ NO TRYING” what da fuck! Cheap but no trying, what da fuck is this.. is buy then not fit, come change back again?? then 1 more word “ NO REFUND” I lagi furious... so dear just bought 1 working attire, others cant try, how we dare buy??? so so so stupid... Consumer Association didnt do anything izit??? or dont have any complaints done?? omgggg... but lucky, if not... I gotta take a lot things from dear, kakakakakaka... joking only~~

then we went to Times Square, I think I like here better than Sg Wang... decoration is better, at least got valentine feel~ poor dear, her slippers made her feet pain so she had bruises and we decide its better to have a new pair of slippers that without straps or anything that can hurt her foot... we bought RM10 slipper, she wore it and felt relieve... of coz, I saw a bit blood... see also heart pain la.. aikss~~ good if she felt better...hehehe.... again, “ALL RM 10 and NO TRYING” is almost appeared on all shops... buy clothes also lost its freedom... what da heck~~

at last, its goin back time!!! we took Monorail to KL Central and take KLIA express!! RM9.50 per journey!!!! omggg.... journey to Putrajaya is damn expensive!! no choice, no bus there... bad luck o... so hot and no bus... so we wait until aboard KLIA express...and lastly took KL Rapid back Cyberjaya, at home.. we watch the TVB drama, last 2 episodes... try the DVD I bought at Sg Wang and rest abit before going dinner.. hehe, time is running fast, im damn tired now... gotta have a good sleep, I'll try to continue nextime~~ wait for EPISODE 2!

Days were empty without you~~ Tuesday, 10th February 2009 at 8.22pm

I miss my dear so much, although just for half an hour i still misses her alot. Really have alot differences when im always with you compared to times without you by myside. It felt like my another part is missing, no matter what i do... there are something weird, its a feeling... a weird feeling. Some people says that a single left hand is not completed without its right hand. Well im a left hander myself, i assume you are my right hand... hahaha...
dear dear, i really felt what i loss here. And it reflects me of things im doing when at work. I am like lost in the mist, run everywhere but end up being inthe same direction and same path. i felt your becoming near and near to being a part of me, you really completes my life now. And i dont want it to turn back to be what i was lastime. Your power is too great until can change me until this stage. The person who simply talks and simply tease people back then had gone and now Im with a new attitude. Even the people who is "ham sap" is no more "ham sap" anymore.. even if pretty gals or hot gals walk through i didnt take a peek also.
Imagine, this person was an enemy to everyone when comes into talking and woo-ing gals can become so straight and simply to say... im changed.... Those people who knows me for sure they thought im a "monk".. namoamithabat..... hahaha... anyhow, this new attitude will direct me to creating my own good life and family which were still miles away from me... hehe
hope i can be with you everytime and everyday... just want to be with you...

mEng Lung

my day in Cyberjaya....~~

My 1st day at Cyberjaya.... the city where empty spaces a lot and companies here keep going bankruptcy and most weird of all.... MAKAN PLACES IS DAMN LESS.... 5 fingers can count all... hahaha... and most important of all..... whole town is pork free... hahahhaa.... imagine, life without char siew and siew yuk... I dun see any chinese hawker here also... mee kicap and any other chinese cuisines... not available at here... yeah, although pay is high, but stay here..... your health line keep dropping.... kakaka... person whom doesn't have transport, damn kesian... at nite nothing to eat and cant go anywhere.... I've been into such life but lucky I bought myself a laptop . DELL INSPIRON 1420, not bad... duo core and 4gb memory, plus 2 years warranty... rm 3210... plus all small gadgets... hahahhah.... but seriously... there is not much time can use also... need to study products each time back home... and need sleep early also, ready up for tmr.. waking earlier and go take bus... haha... but lucky I'm in training so my working place is near to my rented house.. also in Cyberjaya, next to MMU... so, taking bus there will be easier and the fare is RM1 for 2 trip, back and forth... KL rapid ma, unlimited usage per ticket... and there is 2 shuttle bus is free of charge... so actually getting to my work place is not that difficult... the problem comes when I'm going into floor with other colleagues. Ohya, I'm currently working at E2 POWER sdn bhd, a sup company of OCBC bank. But, I'm not registered as sup company workers... I'm an OCBC staff, receives any benefits as same with any other same colleagues on my same level of employment... lucky, bcoz some of them is contract workers and they are really pity... for what the reason of it, I wont tell la... hahahaa...




Anyhow, this company provides a lot training for us, contact center workers... our trainer, Ching Ching very good to us, delivering the product information made easy to us also... haha... well, colleagues also ok... all can chat.... the total of this batch is juz 16 people... 3 males 13 females, 3 chinese; 1 female and 2 chinese male( i'm too in this category), 1 malay guy and 9 malay female, 3 female indians... confusing rite? Nvm... 16 people within this batch... hahahaha
what I can say is, almost all is my elder sisters... so we get a lot pretty well... and most important of all, we are not racism... all go lunch and break together... hehehe... quite a good start for planning my career... although this job is not as easy as what we seen, believe me.. its not as easy as what it seems... to me, I find that all jobs are not as easy as it seems... what you'll need is a good knowledge of the job and a tough training to get yourself ready up for the job...i just can say that I'm ready for every challenge this this field... seriously, I had my trial product test on monday and get my result yday “and” its not what I expected, the score is so low but lucky it wont affect my real final exam.. and TODAY, 5 February 2009 is product test... luckily I will pass and the passing rate as high as 85%.... imagine how many wrong answer you can give...omggg... all had passed now, im striving for my next test, systems and simulation.... this both is the toughest of all.... haha



Well..... all this comes when “someone” is supporting me at my back... without her, im nothing.... true, I'm so down, and she made me motivated to go on... seriously, fallen warrior wont rise so easy... affection made someone back from the death with a power life force... that is what we call, L.I.F.E... and comes with a word S.U.R.V.I.V.A.L.....you wont be that happier by dealing everything by yourself... you maybe independent but it doesnt mean your not in needs..... you get what I mean??? so, if got anything that pressures you, dont try to find alternatives such as smoking or go get urself hunger or what... those are excuses, especially smoking... I dont believe it at all... I prefer go to my love ones and tell them how we felt for a thing... dont keep it to yourself... hazardous to yourself... ahhahahahaa
ok... time to stop.... my long blog... haha.... see ya nextime, very soon~


mEng LunG