im worrying for you

Sometimes, I really don't know how to tell her...


I want to actually help her family as well, but I don't know what I can help.
She wants to help her family so much, will this be our greatest challenge 'WE' must face or 'SHE' must face.?
What I mean is, will she share up her burden with me?
I don't want her to be so stressed up with her life. I want to be a part in her life too. But for these time, can I tell her what I felt?
What I'm afraid is that I have being a part of her pressure also. But can I eventually just keep my feelings?


This puzzles me a lot actually, me and my family also does have financial difficulties during previous years before this economic down turn, but we can go it through. Or maybe what me and my family face during the past years is not that serious that her. But look at the bright side, me and my family share for this burden. With myself studying at kl, and they keep saving money on their daily essentials usage. Doesn't this gives me impact on my part as the eldest child of the family?


For what I can say is that, in bad times... do save a lot, instead of using air con.. why not use our ceiling fan? As for our meals, dinner, lunch and breakfast that costs a lot.. why not change to meals that are simpler and most importantly it is a full meal.


I believe that in bad times due to economic downturn, there will be something good to make our lives more meaningful. Be more conservative, use other alternative than using expensive materials. Use ceiling fan more than air con, cut lesser expenses on utilities and of coz expenses on other stuff. Go for cheap meals than dining in expensive restaurants.


The most crucial thing is where sharing comes into life. Share burden along with all family members. If 1 brain is not enough to think then there is a few more brains to assist a person too. Don't worry, there will be a lot of choices in life but is that how a person want to choose and how to initiate their action on it. I don't believe that when time is bad for now, it wont go better on the future. Be patient, be strong and don't lose hope. When there is hope, there is a way. Find the way.


What I want to express here is, I am always here when you need me. Please remember there is a love one who very care about you and not just you alone, Is about the whole of you and your family as well.


Meng Lung