Happy 1st anniversary

haha... so fast 1 year already pass by, today is me and my dear's 1st year anniversary being together. Time flow so fast, its like a blink and a year is gone.


Well, hope everything on us will run smooth for the next and a next next next years!!
kaka... hope we go through all obstacles in the our lives...


this few months, a lot tension rising from me and dear. Almost every time want to quarrel, I think this happen because we are separated far a part from each other. Sometime we do feel lonely, at the same time cant help each other. Thus, small problems start to rise up. Small problems normally could be serious if didn't solve it as it will accumulates.


But im not afraid, I have her by my side. We will create our future together.


Sometimes, when I called her on the phone. She seems to just answered like eg; erm, har, hi, hu.
As a customer service officer, this bring signs that she is probably not listening or not paying attention to the speaker. I hope she do change about this. Sometimes I feel like I want to hear more words by her, not like im doing self talk. You imagine, alone at cyberjaya, no friends here, just facing laptop at off work time and lastly face the phone at working time. What I need is some interaction from at least my girl friend. I didn't hope there is improvement on other side, just on this time I wanted some improvement from this. I do hope this problem will be solved.


As for other stuff, I don't see where is the necessary reason to change, I think the current problem I am facing is this only. Its tired when taking 80 calls per day, or may be I have a hard day at work. Customer service, work that demands you to pick up shit from others or the company. Of coz when hanging on the phone with my dear sure want to listen to what she say. At least there are times that I wont need to talk so much as like working. If in this case, means I've been working after off work too( talk to much per day = non stop productivity)


I do really hope we both can improve this type of communication. To me, it is like a 1 side communicating where I just talk non stop and she was just listening non stop. Either if there is any feedback, I wont until she voice it out. Communication is important, and couples are at 2 distances must really communicate well so assure more commitment can be presented into a relationship. The most important thing is that both couple must have a good understanding from each other, and how a couple can be close to 1 another if only a side does all the talk but another side was just listening/ didn't listen at all.


As for time being, me and dear already 1 year, congratulate to both of us. Hope we can go through a lot more obstacles as per now or the future. I believe that we can do it for this time, other times and at all timess. Well, I would like to express the most love to my dear. I hope she knows where is her position in me. And I hope she knows how important she can be to me.


I love you my dear, I hope to hold your hand for this lifetime. Please kindly do accept my offer ya, I'll write a proposal for this and hope will get your signature to approve. ;-)

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