Everything is so peaceful there. And especially my parents were there.
Life was so nice on that 4 days. As compared to Cyberjaya, at least I wont feel lonely and wont feel unsafe.
Well, that few days was nice enough for me.
My mum, who were still working as an assistant to a pet grooming shop. As cheerful as ever although she didn't admit miss both of her sons. :P
long time didn't eat dishes made by mum, as I enjoy her cooking. The feel was nice. Feel comfortable.
Her cooking was tasty. Well now their life is a bit quite as compared when my younger brother is still having his form 6 studies at my hometown. To compared when all of us are together, I still fell something is missing. Something that makes our life merrier, is the arrival of all family members. Even without 1 of them, life would not be that merrier.
Somehow to think of it, both of them were old already. When looking at them, I felt kind of wanting to take care of them. And mum gives me a shock by showing her hand bitten by 1 of the dog. As per her words, actually the would is quite deep. Its just she doesn't want her sons to be so worried over her. Well, mum was tough. Tough enough to handle our lives during our darkest hours. She was tough, a lady that do indeed I respect the most at all times.
From here, all housework is be done by me. What mum can do is to eat and sit and rest. I will handle everything. :)
our home becomes cleaner, I wonder is it because the both of us were not there for quite sometime.
Bro had gone to UMS (UNIVERSITI MALAYA SABAH) and im working at Cyberjaya.
That is 1 thing should be happy with because normally we will create havoc in our home.
Now mum and dad alone in the house. Less people stay, more cleaner. (mum is glad about this)
my beloved PC that I didn't touch for so long ever since I got my laptop, still functioning and perform at its best.
Those 4 days, keep accompanying my parents, dad off on Sunday. We went out whole day, doing quite lot of stuff also. And on Monday is my mum's off day, we went for a nice breakfast. We chat whole day in the house and cook together. Even if my friends calls to have a drink, on the last day only I go out with them and drank about an hour then I will be going back to prepare for my next day departure.
The next day, where the day I doesn't hope going back so soon but no choice. Still have to work.
As I going out from my house, I keep on asking myself a few questions.
- they are old now rite?
- Is it time for me to go back take care of them?
- Can I sustain myself back in my hometown as compare to Cyberjaya?
- A house that suppose to be noisy and merrier had become quiet, can this be repaired?
- Where is my duty stands? For the family or myself?
This is the possible questions I asked myself and, the answer haven't be found yet.
Maybe through time to time, I may find the way for the answer I'm searching.
I doesn't want to follow any living example, I want to follow to my own instinct to obtain it.
As for now, the objective is for me to secure my needs in order for me to advance through.
Can human really undergone changes? And in which sort of changes can a human have? I doesn't have the answer yet. Well, if I have the answer. I will sure post up in my blog again.
Anyhow, I will be looking forward for my gathering at UTAR kampar, and maybe will visit my dear at ipoh. I hope to see her too. Sigh~~ miss her so much.
mEng LunG
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