im worrying for you

Sometimes, I really don't know how to tell her...


I want to actually help her family as well, but I don't know what I can help.
She wants to help her family so much, will this be our greatest challenge 'WE' must face or 'SHE' must face.?
What I mean is, will she share up her burden with me?
I don't want her to be so stressed up with her life. I want to be a part in her life too. But for these time, can I tell her what I felt?
What I'm afraid is that I have being a part of her pressure also. But can I eventually just keep my feelings?


This puzzles me a lot actually, me and my family also does have financial difficulties during previous years before this economic down turn, but we can go it through. Or maybe what me and my family face during the past years is not that serious that her. But look at the bright side, me and my family share for this burden. With myself studying at kl, and they keep saving money on their daily essentials usage. Doesn't this gives me impact on my part as the eldest child of the family?


For what I can say is that, in bad times... do save a lot, instead of using air con.. why not use our ceiling fan? As for our meals, dinner, lunch and breakfast that costs a lot.. why not change to meals that are simpler and most importantly it is a full meal.


I believe that in bad times due to economic downturn, there will be something good to make our lives more meaningful. Be more conservative, use other alternative than using expensive materials. Use ceiling fan more than air con, cut lesser expenses on utilities and of coz expenses on other stuff. Go for cheap meals than dining in expensive restaurants.


The most crucial thing is where sharing comes into life. Share burden along with all family members. If 1 brain is not enough to think then there is a few more brains to assist a person too. Don't worry, there will be a lot of choices in life but is that how a person want to choose and how to initiate their action on it. I don't believe that when time is bad for now, it wont go better on the future. Be patient, be strong and don't lose hope. When there is hope, there is a way. Find the way.


What I want to express here is, I am always here when you need me. Please remember there is a love one who very care about you and not just you alone, Is about the whole of you and your family as well.


Meng Lung

A great weekend for me and dear~~( 7 March 2009 )

A great weekend for me and dear~~
last saturday and sunday, me and dear have a good time together.
Its a longtime we didnt have good times together, haha... 2 weeks without her is like a few months didnt meet each other.

I arrive late on friday around 11pm, that time we went to eat Ipoh “nga choy kai” taugeh chicken~~ haha... nice la, but abit salty... after that we went to a pasar malam just beside the place we eat dinner..
that pasar malam is pity, nothing much can see, buy, and walk... walking in the pasar malam that dont seem to be a pasar malam.... weird.... anyhow, we went back after that~


The next day, that is saturday, we went to TM to cut and enquire bout streamyx stuffs... stupid streamyx, cant use back old account, need pay rm75 to reapply and activate the new account... what da heck....
so dear cut her Sg Long streamyx line and we left TM to our next destination.


Now... at parade, I plan to eat buffet with her but I cant seem to have any idea... after a lot time searching on the net, at last.... the shop name is “Iro Iro” japanese style buffet.... cheap and nice for the price of RM30 plus taxes... but.... the shop open its buffet at nite at 6pm... hahaha


at the mean time, we walk and shop at parade, bought 2 shirts... ate western at “Junction Kopitiam”... walk whole of parade... kakakaka...
western is nice, I ordered fish and chip while dear ordered nuggets... both is delicious and cheap too~~
me and dear enjoy ourselves for that meal... nice ya ;-)


the plan of my dear to hang out with her ex-colleagues were cancelled, 1 car accident, 1 having exam, another 1's mum is discharged from hospital, so the plan were cancelled... dear feel quite sad also, coz bad things happened to her ex-colleagues.... aiksss


so we went back after that, while waiting until 6pm for our big meal


at the time we went there, just have a couple dining on that shop.. our 1st impression is this meal is not that great, but when we are in.... everything changes... there were sushi, tepanyaki, steamboat with twin soup, and the normal fry rice and spaghetti~~ everything was fine, meals were ok but what I expect if comparing with a RM66 japanese buffet meal at 1 Utama “SHOGUN”


ahha, finish... paid and go have a walk, me and dear cant move to much and fast as our tummy is filled with food, imagine la... pay rm30 and need eat back rm60 value of food.... think twice when u do that, you'll end up losing it at toilet later.... kakakakakakakka... yucks~!!!


on sunday, we went to jusco.... we ate there, shop abit stuff there and guess what....... WE WENT FOR A MOVIE, hahahahahahahahhahahahaha.... Im so happy is becoz the fact that both me and dear didnt step on cinema for our past 6 months.... we watch that new singapore movie, erm.... I give a rating of 3 out of 5 to that movie, but we have our fun time in there... listen to ppl snoring in da cinema, good man.... hahaha


so, in that day... nothing special happens so I end it up here. I reach Cyberjaya at around 4pm on Monday, tired, exhausted, and indeed im very miss my dear.... dear, I wish we could have such good times together a little bit longer... muacks... we'll have our chances some other day~~ :-*

mEng LunG