HOW I SPEND THE DAY AT 22, 23 AND 24 MAY 2009

its been 1 week after my 1st anniversary of relationship with my dear,
dear came to meet me at kl that time and its actually a 1 day trip but eventually she overnight at her cousin's house.


So on 22 I set course to find my dear at ipoh.
On 21, im working at 4pm to 12.30am shift. Therefore I travel on the next day.
So far so good, bus at 8.50am and I had arrive there earlier than expected. Thank god!
I have myself 2 buns as temporary breakfast before I am at ipoh.


After 3 hours journey, at long last, im at my dear's hometown already!! its been almost 1 month I haven't meet my dear and this feeling is so pity. Imagine what is life if didn't meet my own girl friend for a month.
Hahaha



dear meet me at bus station and we went to eat chicken rice, normally I do eat chicken rice but those are malay type of chicken rice ( nasi campur ayam ). and this is a chinese shop! We ordered our favorite, siew yuk!! damn nice.... hard to tahan the taste, if kena h1n1 also worth... kakakaka.


That night we ( me and my gal's family member ) went for a bbq steamboat meal. A BUFFET STEAMBOAT meal. You can eat all you want, I haven't been eating such buffet since graduated from university last year's MAY. Omggg... the amount I eat, cant blame I am so fat now... but im so happy...
hehe...


lastly we went back home with bbq steamboat smell... damn syoik... but before that, I thought of walking at pasar malam... dear says she is sleepy already, real pig... eat already and waiting to sleep.. =_=”.. lastly we went to bed to sleep.


The next morning, as usual... my breakfast is IPOH DIMSUM!!! haha, my fav.... har quin, lo mai kai, chu cheong fan, and my fav char siew pau..... I don't mind paying as long as I can eat this!! me and dear also eat a lot that time but she reserve her stomach to eat indian briyani rice...


at lunch we did eat indian rice, but I didn't touch anything... when I see her rice... I already full... the portion of rice is too much, until I have to sapu for dear.... I also cant take it much more... so full!!!!



eventually, we went back and ready to take car for servicing.
At this place, I am so sorry.... I am so sorry to say harsh words to my dear... and I made her angry... hope I wont made her angry anymore... she is so mad at me until sobbing on her bed when we back home after that... I am very sorry dear, I just thought im joking... I didn't take it seriously... I know how your feelings to me... I love u... muackss...
but....... this time, I was lucky... I hope wont happen to make the same mistake again.


At that nite, we went to another buffet dinner... it was a house warming, her parents are invited... and she took me along... the food there was normal, the catering is okay... still consumable... hahahah!
Me and dear eat quite a lot there... both is P.I.G but we did have a walk after the meal. We went to tesco, I was looking for my magazine and she was looking hers... late at night, we retire ourself to bed as well and preparing for tomorrow.

Sobs sobs... I will be leaving dear soon.....


on 24th, we ate the yong ytau fu that was supposed to be the famous of all shops in ipoh, the taste was okay... quite expensive also...
later that, I board the bus and head back to kl again.


I hope next month I got opportunity to meet my dear again... I really hope I can be by her side 24/7 but that was too far from real... haih... I missed u so much dear.... this few days, somehow I felt emptiness within me... eat alone, talk also through the phone, sleep also alone, at house relaxing also alone... life was very very empty at now, but... I know that I can count on you... I can feel ur with me when im eating, I talk on phone also with you, I sleep also hugging the pillow thinking of you, and at house relaxing also thinking of chatting with you...


I really hope what I've dream will come true...


mEng LunG

Happy 1st anniversary

haha... so fast 1 year already pass by, today is me and my dear's 1st year anniversary being together. Time flow so fast, its like a blink and a year is gone.


Well, hope everything on us will run smooth for the next and a next next next years!!
kaka... hope we go through all obstacles in the our lives...


this few months, a lot tension rising from me and dear. Almost every time want to quarrel, I think this happen because we are separated far a part from each other. Sometime we do feel lonely, at the same time cant help each other. Thus, small problems start to rise up. Small problems normally could be serious if didn't solve it as it will accumulates.


But im not afraid, I have her by my side. We will create our future together.


Sometimes, when I called her on the phone. She seems to just answered like eg; erm, har, hi, hu.
As a customer service officer, this bring signs that she is probably not listening or not paying attention to the speaker. I hope she do change about this. Sometimes I feel like I want to hear more words by her, not like im doing self talk. You imagine, alone at cyberjaya, no friends here, just facing laptop at off work time and lastly face the phone at working time. What I need is some interaction from at least my girl friend. I didn't hope there is improvement on other side, just on this time I wanted some improvement from this. I do hope this problem will be solved.


As for other stuff, I don't see where is the necessary reason to change, I think the current problem I am facing is this only. Its tired when taking 80 calls per day, or may be I have a hard day at work. Customer service, work that demands you to pick up shit from others or the company. Of coz when hanging on the phone with my dear sure want to listen to what she say. At least there are times that I wont need to talk so much as like working. If in this case, means I've been working after off work too( talk to much per day = non stop productivity)


I do really hope we both can improve this type of communication. To me, it is like a 1 side communicating where I just talk non stop and she was just listening non stop. Either if there is any feedback, I wont until she voice it out. Communication is important, and couples are at 2 distances must really communicate well so assure more commitment can be presented into a relationship. The most important thing is that both couple must have a good understanding from each other, and how a couple can be close to 1 another if only a side does all the talk but another side was just listening/ didn't listen at all.


As for time being, me and dear already 1 year, congratulate to both of us. Hope we can go through a lot more obstacles as per now or the future. I believe that we can do it for this time, other times and at all timess. Well, I would like to express the most love to my dear. I hope she knows where is her position in me. And I hope she knows how important she can be to me.


I love you my dear, I hope to hold your hand for this lifetime. Please kindly do accept my offer ya, I'll write a proposal for this and hope will get your signature to approve. ;-)

menglung