Sometimes what you expect to get is not what you will actually get. Things may not run smoothly as what you wanted. Some may success and yet some may fail to do so. Of everything that happened in our lives, there is nothing such as whose correct and who’s wrong. Haih…
Well, I should have continued my story but due to lack of idea I had to postpone it to another time… lolz…
The person that you truly have feelings for will eventually hurt you the most. In this case, should I say “for example: me”… coz it’s referring to myself. Should I or should I not?
“Someone” is the person I won’t forget, the person who always appeared in my previous blogs, the 1st person that hurts me the most, someone who I had fun with, and she is the person who doesn’t call my name before.
Imagine that you know that person for 1 year and you haven’t heard she call you by your name, and you don’t think she remembers your name too. Sad, a simple name but cant been heard from her mouth. She is a person who is talkative and not a silent type of person and yet can’t call a simple name out. What can we say? Do I really exist? Or, am I her enemy? Its clueless not matter what your assume it to be.
Words are indeed something important and not to be used in everything. Someone told me that words that are not reality verbally such as from chat room or messenger stated that word comes out from those chatting tools are not countable as compared to real life face to face interaction. Is it means like, when someone told you that their sick or whatever and do we need to trust it or what? Words came out no matter from face to face chat or from chatting tools chat were very important as feeling of a person can be determined whether they are happy, sad, grumpy, aggressive or defensive. It doesn’t mean that when someone is stressed up, they must find a person to express their feelings. So maybe not willing to see anyone and may well using chatting tools as intermediaries for communicating. She uses to tell me that you can’t predict whether what the person is thinking through chatting tools. Well hell ya, sorry to tell you that what you wanna type for me I predicted earlier than how fast your hands can type.
People’s feeling is a prior for taking care of coz you may hurt someone accidently and causes you to have lesser network of friends. Telling hurtful words may just kill a person’s mood. It’s good for a person to always stay calm and try to understand why she done that? Is it purposely to release her anger or due to other reasons? No matter how much feelings you have for the person, I can assure you will not able to take it when come to the extent where she really “kek (Cantonese)” you until “vomit blood”. Not to say that you’re picking for a fight with her and she is the one provokes you into quarreling. Well, someone may have quarreling as a hobby, nothing is impossible.
Please understand that don’t make a person cares you a lot and lastly you kill a person out of your life. It’s unfair for a person to being hurt until the deepest ground. You wont know how painful especially when the person you love hurts you the most. Well, try it then you know it. “Mari cuba cuba, cuba sekali hari hair mau” nice quote rite? Haha, well such things were complicated to be understood. “Life is too serious, why not just play and act?” from Wong yih tyng’s quote. Well I’s almost graduating, now was my final exam period. So, needa study like mad for it. Kill kill kill and die die die. 4 strong subject were famous for its failing rates. Scary indeed. So, I would like to end this now. Just concentrate wholly on my studies and 1 more thing, I may have graduated 1 more month but I will be at Sg long after graduating coz I will work at KL while staying at here. This place is more peaceful and I’m with my beloved car. Just can’t wait to graduate with my 1st car I paid for it… hohohohoho~~~~
mEng LunG (明龙)
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